Think with your mind, not your heart?
Someone told me that today, and tells me that quite often.
And I understand where that person is coming from but I don’t want to think with my mind
I’m a feelings-based person
I’m not sure if that will ever change about me
Even if I tried my best to think logically, I’m not sure how well I’d succeed because that’s not what comes natural for me
Hearing those words makes me feel like I’m sliding down a hill that I’m trying to climb
Right now, for the first time in a while, I have no idea of my next step
And I understand that I should have planned for this more
But I didn’t, I didn’t feel like I had the mental capability to focus
Some loved ones don’t really understand that and feel frustrated because of my decision-making process
I’m just in need of a small mental break
Deep down, I’m a hard worker and have to regain my strength
Praying for family to show me grace and for strength